Another Heartbreak !

                        

Where there is love Estaa says that there are two possibilites . First it can be a attraction and second can be a pure soul to soul match . love with someones inner soul is rare but yess it exists and love from attraction is what we can see everywhere now . But whose is Estaa ? 

    Estaa is a jolly girl , takes stand for  herself , loves to create , enjoys on music , sings sometimes. she is full of experiences but her nature of performing extra superior mistakes  sometimes breaks her down  . This is the story of hers getting affected from a little incident from her starting adulties . It will be more fun if we here from her words. 

This is Estaa speaking !!

16th december 2021 ,

My favourite sister got married . I was litreally soo happy and was also in a grief due to some reasons i was not able to be at her wedding . lying on bed restlessly in the cold morning of wedding day was soo much hurting i wished that I should be wth her  and u know sometimes yess wishes can come true don't lose hope when things dont get to your favour god has another plans for us , while these thoughts were walking around a call changed my ever going mood and it was of me going to the wedding happened . A big chubbish smile went through all off my cheeks and soooo much in hurry i got ready for the wedding wth my two pretty small sisters we just went off in a car to the destined place . A little droplets of tears ran on to my eyes while looking at my sister in a bride face she looked soo overwhelming and amazing as alwys . the wedding day started rituals started and then my eyes fall on the grey eyes with a circular glasses, a beard wth a mustache, a plain chekered shirt and a jeans which was absolutely adorable wth his loafers . This was a same boy who was clicking the photos of bride and a groom . His hardworking and natural looks made me look at him for once also twice also hundreths of times at that day . another attraction of life , maybe I dint't knew him from long but something which I coudn't express that happend to me difficult to explain harder to express . just wanted a frndship wth him also follow requested him on social media next day he did follow backed me and there our conversation took place...

        I appreciated his work , he showed gratitude and my imaginery world went on for a crush on him . some hours after a tiny chat I realised this is what he was doing ''trying to end the conversation which was obviosly started by me and rplying in most commmon answers of this world hmm , haan , yess and etc '' I can proudly say it was annoying when boys get attention they will perform biggest drama which a girl can't handle . 

                       ( Thats the thing I realised that FRNDS IF U WANT LOVE , GIVE FRST DON'T EXPECT BEFORE GIVING FROM YOUR SIDE )

    I think i tried a lot to have a meaningful convo wth him but my all tries went wasted becz of his nature of rplying late and nature of not putting efforts . A girl/boy is simply talking to u wth a good heart why don't u give the same back . The next morning had another plans for me , after a lot of researches finally I got to know about him that He has a girl frnd and never talks or give attention to anyone else .

                    A loyal boyfrnd yess I again respected him for his loyalness towards his girl frnd . but I m questioning that if anyone is in relationship does that mean he/she will not give any effort to anyone else or I m not knowing the story from his part !

                                                                      This way I met wth a another heartbreak...